Sometimes I dream of never becoming an adult. All the time.

I mean it. Half of the adults in my life are just like the ones you see in movies. Oppressive, angry, and snarky. I CAN'T even believe adults sometimes. I know this may sound like a teenaged rant about how they "don't understand me", but it's not. It's about how adults just don't listen to kids, and they sure as hell don't listen to teens. Sure, I'm 17, I'm still a child. I can see that. I understand I have a lot to learn in my future. I can ADMIT to it. Other's cannot.
         But really? Come on adults. Albert Einstein was right, sometimes kids are brighter then adults. Like right now in study hall the teachers are terrible. The lady teacher, who no one knows the name too we'll call her Mrs. Yellington. She was just yelling at kids (me included!) about how we were supposed to check our names off on the RIGHT side of the paper. Not the left. The paper was blank. We're obvi gonna write on the left side! THAT'S NATURAL. But no, we got in trouble because we couldn't read her mind.
       Then there are parents. My dad has never once said he was sorry for making me cry, or hurting my feelings. Believe me, I'm waiting for the day he does apologize. I hate how I'm wrting this because it makes me sound so angry, but I am, I mean I still love my parents no matter what! don't think I don't, they're pretty cool when we're all getting along.     BUT
         My dad grounded me because I stood up for myself. (How wrong is that?) Yeah I said some mean things, but he said some mean things too. But he won't admit to them. He called me a twit one time, right? (hahahahaha dad language.) and the next day I was like why did you call me that? And he was like, "No, I didn't. Don't make things up, Elizabeth." OH MAN. That got my goat. I SWEAR i didn't make this up.
     Then one time we got mad at each other and I yelled at him and he yelled at me. And with him being an older male his voice really powers over mine, and like two minutes later he was like, "you just yelled at me! I don't need that." And I was like, "You yelled at me too. Even louder, why do I deserve that?" And ya know what he said? "Well you did deserve it. You're just a child.Young children need yelling at." OH.MY.GOD. I honestly almost left the house and went to my friends. I'm 17, I shouldn't be called a young child. I have pride too, Goddamn it. But I couldn't do anything to defend myself, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
       I have things to say, important things sometimes. Listen to me sometime. When I do become an adult I swear that I will take what my child says into consideration. I won't put them down for being a teen. I will admit to things when I do them wrong. I will say I'm sorry. They have ideas and opinions. I'll respect them. I'll remember where I came from; I got to being an adult from being a child.

Kittens and Poodles! I haven't blogged in forever...

So as the title says... I have not blogged in forever. This is partly due to my homework load and my laziness. I may have spelled that wrong, but I don't care. Anywho. I feel as though I own my blog a blog which is what I'm doing right now.
      Even right now I'm being totally distracted from this blog by cute baby animals. Which I've found a picture that pretty much sums up my life with a cat and a pair of stilettos. Which makes me think of what I've been doing a lot lately: Online fashion stuff. I've gotten myself so far into the fashion that I feel as though it is impossible to get out! But I don't mind. Even now as we "speak" I'm looking at Chris Benz collection. Which is fantastic by the way... Also the kid across from me is listening to Justin Bieber. Which is funny because this kid LOVES metal. I always hear it from his headphones, I think he thinks that no one can hear him, but I;m listening to a Pink Floyd song, so for the first minute and a half... I can hear it. Way to go kid, JB FTW.
      I'm getting way off topic, oh well, it's my blog and I can say what I want! Such as this school year has gone by WAY too slow (Right Julia?) We're both Juniors and this is the worst year ever, and it's going by at like .3 mph! I hate it, it should be over now. But when it does end like half of my friends are going to be gone! Like Joey! (Look! I did a blog!) And worst of all my boyfriend is going to be gone! It's gonna be really wear to not see Brant everyday. But I guess it's just something that happens.
            So I was gonna add a picture but this laptop is being dumb. So go and look at pictures of cats, which is what I was going to post.
   

Honestly. I hate being sick.

So I'm sick and I don't feel like doing much because I have zero ideas for a blog. Also I'm definiatly emotionaly unstable... becasue I'm sick as a dog. I feel bad for the people around me, I hope they don't get sick. Oh well. They should move so I have room. These bitches be up in my skirt. I NEED SPACE.
     Anyway, I'm just gonna piggyback offa Joey's blog. A list of cool thing. Thanks Joey, I really hope you don't mind.

1. Half the time I'm alive I'm angry.
2. I like fashion but I don't really like modern fashion. I like vintage with a twist.
3. Maybe I'm not the perfect school person but I have common sense that it through the roof.
4. I'm not a sexual person. It's kinda whatever.
5. I don't like Tim Tebow. ONLY because he is trying to bring God and Jesus onto the football field. Everyone knows God and JC hate football. They're more of a baseball family. ( LA Angels Fans. Duh.)
6. I feel like most people don't know that I am a talented artist.
7. When I was little I made up songs about how much I hated my sister. And I sang them to strangers.
8. I secretly like leggings as pants. (as long as the shirt covers your butt and your money maker.)
9. I work really, really hard but I never get the anything I want to get accomplished.
10. I have to go to Purdue. It's a family tradition I can't let drop.
11. My Grandpa (My dad's dad) is one of my heros. I wish I could have known him longer.
21. I'm kinda have dyslexia sometimes.
13. If you caught that last one, then I'll give you a high five. I love high fives.
14. I don't regret what I've done in the past.
15. I like boy things. (Xbox, cars, burping, ect.) Not because I'm boyish. But because I like to be myself.
16. Back to the art thing. My family (my father's side) Like to joke about how my Great-Grandmother had the art skills. then my aunt, then me. It's like our skills were passed down. And I love that.
17. On my mother's side we have a long list of (factual) reasons why were closely related to Jesus. People laugh at me and tell me I'm dumb and that could never be. But it could very well be.
18. Last time I counted I had around 50+ shoes. I wear only half.
19. I love books. A lot.
20. Sometimes people think of me as really dumb or not aware of the world. But I'm not dumb. I know.
21. My sister and I are pretty good friends now. And I think that's awesome.
22. I've only ever dated three boys. And I'm okay with that!
23. My cousin, Madison, is more like a best friends to me then a cousin.
24. I once went a whole year in preschool where I would only wear dresses. "Pants are for boys."
25. I love folk music. Banjos, fiddles, and hermonicas are the best.

I could go on, but it's taken me like four class hours to finish this. Damn school takin' up my time. So when I'm better again I'll be more original. Until then. I leave you with a picture of Fionna and Cake.

I'm just a unique person, I guess.

I love many things. Here's a (very) short list. (no order)
1. Zooey Deschanel
2. Fashion
3. The Doors
4. My car
and 5. Star Wars

 This blog will be all about Star Wars. As I'm typing this I'm actually watching it! It's the second episode So dont get too excited.) but in my opinion the later movies are still as bad ass as the first! I mean come on! It's still got the great story line and great characters!
     I literally grew up on Star Wars. Luke Skywalker was my first movie crush! i remember staying up really late, wayyyyy past my bedtime and my dad would let me watch the movies with him! I can't even tell you how many times I watched the first three movies. And I always remember the thing that was like BWAHHHHHH! the silver sound thing that turned blue and got louder? Yeah, I just to cover my ears when that would come on and I would be like DAAAAAD! MAKE IT STOOOOP! Then it would stop and I would be runnin' around and as soon as the opening credits would come on, I would stop. drop. and intently watch.
    When I got a little older I bought the figures. I had an Anakin, Obi-wan, R2D2, Aayal (the sexy blue Jedi) Darth Vader, and I had a HUGE Obi-wan model thing. It was pretty awesome. Now that I'm older I have more! but the ONE thing I never had. ever. Was a lightsaber. My mom wouldnt let me have one. And I would ALWAYS ask her for one, but she would always be like it's for boys Liz. So I want a lightsaber SO.BAD. but i REALLLLLLY want an FX one! A Luke FX one!! Someday, I'll have one.
    I don't really know where I'm going with this blog other then me talking about how much I love Star Wars. I guess I'm just a geek. Which I find funny how my boyfriend loves me even though I'm obsessed with Star Wars. I mean he liked it too, a lot.So it's all good.
    Also as I type this I'm on Wookieepedia... i honestly read it...
but I'm super distracted because I'm watching where Anankin, Obi-wan, and Count Dooku fight. I'll continue this later... maybe.